Just read some of your previous post about letting go, and not letting her and om occupy time in my head. Im going to spend some time watching those videos to help me stay centered and grounded. I guess i never,completely let go. Cause otherwise how could i allow it to affect me that way. Just having a really bad couple of days and i feel for my kids because they are witnessing their mothr go completely off the rails. I pray that she will havr some clarity soon becauase the damage is compounding daily!