You know, I was a wayward H some time ago. I have been OW free for more than two years now. We had an on-off 2 years R with the classical ups and downs of a forbidden R. I am back with my family but I find myself searching for OW in the net. If you ask me why am I doing it I really don´t know. But it does not mean I am having some kind of relapse behaviour. I felt I needed to protect OW and her son so that feelings got me near her and we started the EA. So there is a dependence link between partners when these R develope. I still worry about OW well-being but I left this as it is. Eventhough I want the best for her, I can´t do nothing, she is out of my life. I know she is doing better now.
What I mean is that sometimes there are some remnant memories of whatever R was. Well time goes over all of it. Patience
