I knew when i got home that the pressure was going to be too much if i allowed her to get under my skin. Well, i allowed it and then i got on my soap box(chasing) and tried rationalizing with her. Not only did i push her further away, but now i have another imprint in my mind that i feel ill never remove. The talk turned argumentive because she continued to see the om and then she replied to a comment i made about her having relations with the om and she looked at me, smiled, anf licked hef lips. Basically like "i am doing that to him, i love it and you are not going to do a damn thing about it".
I cant telll you how disgusted i am. I feel like changing all the locks on my house. But my lawyef says i cant do that. She then changed her tune because my son got upset anf now she wants to see a councillor. I said, for what? Shes still wont even acknowledge the affair and she wont even look at the proof. Im just tired of the games. I can handle a lot but i cant handle someone so openly disrespectful to me and my kids. And the om is not going anywhere because he works with her. So im really at a crossroad. I know that i just need to focus on me and the kids but this stuff is absolutely crazy. Its like a she is totally possesed!
