OK -- sorry to make you rehash due to my confusion.
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I wish I knew how I felt about all this.
Seems like a lot to process quickly...what if you decided that you didn't need to know how to feel right now? You've had so much going on...you and h have actually seemed to have had some very positive, intense interactions...what if you took some TIME and SPACE to nurture YOU and didn't make any decisive moves? can you see what may look like "limbo" as actually resting? building up some strength?
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.