Don't date on potential. Why? The potential to be a partner could be 4 years down the road. That's not what you want nor should you. I'm not sure what an immediate boyfriend is. It's okay to admit you want someone you are into and it is reciprocated. I feel like you think you need to justify your feelings. Hails to the no! You are a grown up and you want a grown up relationship Nothing wrong with that. I don't think anyone is indicating that you are trying to set up a bridal registry. Not in the least. You just want someone who wants what you want.
Ugh, the house. Yes, that's tough but have faith that what transpires is what is meant to be.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer