Friends: Season 2--The air has cleared

[Briget]

Myrrh,
Honey does it matter what others think? Do you want him back.

Do you love him?
Can you forgive him?
Can he ever enhance your happiness? Or will he always be a hindrance to your happieness.
Does he meet your needs or will he or has he ever.
Is he good to your children?
Can you afford to be on your own.(Money is a real reason to stay when you have children)
What are your beliefs about divorce?
Do you want to try?
Can you go just one more day?
How about the next day?


In your heart of hearts you know what you want. Sometimes we can't have what we want but just how close can we get if we don't go for it.If and when you end your marriage is your choice.

We can't tell you what to do.I wish it could be that easy.I could log on here and get someone to tell me what is right for my sitch.Then go for it and live happily ever after.her is the kicker no matter which you choose stay or go neither one will be perfect or easy. If you choose to keep at it and work on your marriage you will be in for one #ell of a ride.And if you decide to let go you will be on a different ride but just as bumpy.Just different bumps.

I to want answers and can't get them. They are in me and I just don't have the strength to pull them to the surface yet.

On any given day I will give up and get back on the horse.

I found a quote the other day that has been running through my head. I finally remembered it was in a Ophra magazine and artical about divorce.

"Quit trying to ride a dead horse." Only you know if your horse is dead.

I'm still trying to breathe life back into mine.But a few minutes ago I was kicking it.

I'm sorry your having a hard time with this.

Later Friends.
Briget