I am feeling so hopeless in this, he said tonight that it is too late and there is too much damage and he is too hurt. I can keep apologising until cows go home but it is like against the wall. He refuses to see through our problems and just keeps saying how depressed he is. I can’t wait for a book to arrive ... now I am just crying in pillow. I love him and desperately want to save our marriage. He seemed to enjoy the movie together but at the moment I feel I can stand on my head but nothing is going to make my M better :(((
W34 H61 M1 T3 June-H said he wants divorce but hasn't filed. Living and sleeping in the same bed, no intimacy from H side for last 12 months.
