When you talked about the roller coaster and the exercise bike it hit home with me, my sitch and my mindset have also stopped feeling like a roller coaster.
I appreciate the bike analogy too. It helps me to remember that even though I dont feel like anything is happening in my life now, things ARE happening.
My legs are getting stronger, Im emotionally stronger than Ive ever been in my life.
Anytime I read about someone who has decided to take care of themselves for a change, it reminds me that I can best care for my children and my marriage by caring for myself.
You wrote down exactly what I have been feeling lately, I love my W but I dont really like her right now.
anyway, keep fighting the good fight. Hope that clears it up. Mike
When you talked about the roller coaster and the exercise bike it hit home with me, my sitch and my mindset have also stopped feeling like a roller coaster. 
