It's tempting to do something crazy like call your wife and lash out but it's best to mourn quietly and realize those fun dating photos or whatever relationship your wife is in right now won't last. She may think she's happy and getting what she wants but anyone who flashes pictures like that on their social media when they're not even divorced yet are simply embarrassing themselves. Why would anyone want to advertise themselves as such a lowlife? I'm sure the woman you married wasn't like that, and I'm sure she was great before she made a change for the worse, but right now she's living in a sinful state. It's almost not worth all those emotions you're feeling except that you can't help it. You never wanted any of this. It's really the worst feeling!
Thanks so much Nicole, your thoughts really put that in perspective for me...You are correct, the friends that have contacted me explained feeling disgust with her and what she is doing..It is so sad to watch her fall because literally anyone that ever met her when we were married had nothing but positive things and love for her but now some of those same people are disgusted by her actions...
I appreciate all of everyone's support and realize that it is going to long healing process even though I try mightily to speed it up so I don't have to feel this empty pain inside...
