Yet Another LBS w/ WAW

[hongaku]

I've been feeling a lot more positive, driven and confident for the past several days. Nothing has appreciably changed in my sitch, but I just feel better about life in general. I'm of course worried I'm just on a high part of the roller coaster rather than off of it, but I feel different than perviously. This past weekend I was able to stay much more present for my boys and my vibe was one of peaceful contentment. It's still strange because the sitch isn't really on my mind much less than before, but it's not keeping me in a perpetual state of panic, sadness and frustration.

My interactions with W over the weekend weren’t anything to write home about, but they were friendly and non-combative in any way. She still doesn’t want to really engage in conversation, so I don't push it, but I’m just going to keep being friendly and positive when we see each other. One day at a time.