Gordie #20: patiently living my life

[Gordie]

Dang it lost a really long reply to the team

Second try

Marvin agree I see some progress here but yes still baking very very slowly DNJ s grass grows much faster and man o man there were moments I absolutely wanted to scream but just kept sipping that s t f u smoothie from cafe Cali

Job yes will keep steady and doing what I am doing and improving me for me I am a much better listener and less critical and less judgmental and I can see my abs again ha ha ha but sadly yes she still wants to be swept off her feet and has a twenty year record of wrongs that prove that I am not the fantasy man and that still hurts less than it used to but feeling like I never live up to this always moving target is exhausting

Andrew thank you