Feeling really greatful. Just wanted everyone to know, especially Sandi2, that im feeling really appreciative for all your support. I finally realize that i need to focus on me and ive been doing that. And as a result, i feel really strong and centered. Meanwhile a buddy sent me a picture of the om who feels the need to post selfies of him at the gym hitting the bag.(i asked my friend not to send me anymore but i wont lie...the guy is a tool. And his comment says it all, "therapeutic". Basically he was feeling it because she was with me far away.
But anyway....one thing i realized for certain, i love my wife. Always have. And i know that we have a long way to go, but im willing to put the work in fully knowing that it may not work out. But sometimes you have to risk something for something you really want...and i really want to hold my wife again!
So thank you all anf especially Sandi2....i hope you realize how impactful your contribution is! I know that you were ww at one point, but you have more than made up for that with all the help yoi have provided. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!!!