Uggh... Going through some papers and stuff in the bedroom and just came across a bunch of cards and letters from my W from the past. Made the mistake of reading some of them. I feel like I've just been kicked in the emotional testicles. Such loving words and thoughts about her love for me and how great I was for always sticking by her side and being her rock. Yet, here we are now. I really could have done without that...


Me: 38
W:31
Kids: S16(mine from previous R), D10, S9, S4
M: 10 years
T:12 years
BD:Jan 3, 2018
W moved out: Apr 13,2018
Filed for D: Jun 2018
D final: Sep 2019

"Surrender to the Flow"...