Meanwhile 12 Years Later

[DonH]

I'm really pressed for time and out the door for the weekend here and then MIGHT be seeing Wild Girl Sunday night and into Monday, but I just wanted to leave a really quick - certainly quick and short for me - message to say thank you to everyone both here and even moreso off the boards. The messages have been flooding in. No one used the term "little Beaotch" but crazy, psychopath, bully, certifiable and others have been batted around. I mostly didn't want anyone to take my silence or absence as anything but lack of time. I think most realize that I don't post all that much anyhow, but those who want to make shlt up as they go might turn into hiding. But I am the antithesis of a snowflake and don't think I've ever been even moderately bothered by anything ever said here. Or if there ever was, I can't for the life of me remember it - which means it could not have been that bad. It's amazing and gratifying how clearly people see things - and that has been obvious. It's also very, very heart-warming to receive such an outpouring of support - especially off the board and even through friends of friends off the boards. Wow, many of you guys are really connected out there! Anyhow, I find all of this nothing but humorous and will not change who I am or what I say - so don't worry. And yes - I'm so busy because I'm playing band gigs!!!! LOL BUT THANKS!

As for Wild Girl, sadly the red flags have really been waving this week - perhaps the past two. I've talked with a few about it off the board and will comment more here when I can. It's in some ways more of the same but the come closer/go away/come closer continues to happen - and now rather than just my gut sensing it over text or on the phone, it's happening in front of my eyes. This has for the most part turned to an exercise of me finding out more about me - including how I can perhaps fall a bit father and faster than I thought but then too back off and detach just as fast. Perhaps it's all a function of being a little less than 2 months rather than 2 years or something. In the end, this appears to be turning more to a FWB than anything - which is really what I thought I wanted in the first place. I can take the red flags with a FWB - or just a friend - but not if it were to go further. Like I said, I'll elaborate when i know more - which may happen this weekend - or not LOL. Time will tell - but I'm fine, actually great with the sum total of everything, but again thanks for checking just in case!!!!