Thanks Nef.......it is hard after being with one woman for the past 17 years but I made a real effort last night to just let go and enjoy. I did not think about my ew once and I felt more at ease. The comedy club was really fun and it was cool to see her laugh. She is really cute, shy, and reserved.....very laid back like myself and not high maintenance. So any way just taking it a day at a time but I feel much more comfortable with it. She did ask me questions about my ew so I tried to be as honest as I could but I tried not to dwell on the topic.
During dinner I asked her if she wanted a bite of my food and she said of course. She went to grab her fork but I told her she could use mine, she made some comment about it being ok and I responded with we are going to kiss later so what’s the difference.....:). It was just really nice to be around someone that was into you and made you feel comfortable which is not what I had been dealing with in regards to the ew for so long.
I know that everything for me is going to be great!
