Yes, please take care of yourself V. I don't talk much anymore, here or there, but I think about and your sitch still. The diet and exercise even concerns me at times, but I don't know all the details either, i trust you will find your way there. Afterall I know the struggles with weight and body image very well, I get it.
I hope you are well though and getting more sleep!!!
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
