You have to do WHATEVER you have to do. There is no shame in working a job you don't love while you look for something better. You aren't just sitting around waiting for something to find YOU.

Me: Late 30s WW: Late 30s
M: 12
S: 7
BD: Late April '18 (Wife left next day)
OM confirmed: July '18 (20+ years older)

The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. - Psalms 34:18