Renting would only be possible in a cheaper neighborhood and i lose convenient baby sitting and a good school district and i would be barely getting by. I would have nothing to show for it and saving would be impossible. Rent control is pretty non existant, and i know my wages arent going up much higher. So rent increases would be rough.
I really thought that it was committment, not compatablility that was important. NG has some really great qualities. I just cant handle the nagging and criticism.
I have been so depressed.
Tomorrow, i have to start with exercise and diet. I have tontalk to NG but i have had son the whole time and its hard to get time. .
