Great attitude Arshi. Never let yourself, for one second believe that he can do better than what he already has with you. It's hard to maintain that self-esteem in these situations, but you sound like you are staying strong.
Me: Late 30s WW: Late 30s M: 12 S: 7 BD: Late April '18 (Wife left next day) OM confirmed: July '18 (20+ years older)
The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. - Psalms 34:18