Ok....date is set up for 6:30 tonight, I will pick her up. We are going to go to a nice restaurant and then to a comedy club afterwards. I am just going to focus on having fun, being in the moment, and not worrying about anything else I need to really focus on not putting pressure on myself.
On a side note my oldest had a volleyball game last night so I spent some time sitting next to my ex. I probably said 10 words the entire time, I had absolutely no desire to interact with her. The recent events seem to have shifted me from be friendly/talkative to really only wanting to be cordial and limiting as much contact as possible when we are around each other. I am sure she noticed but I really don't care and I doubt she cares either. She is going to do what she is going to do anyway so it is what it is.
I need to really focus on not putting pressure on myself.