Please don't judge me, I know I am being a fool I don't need anyone else telling me that.
And like the fool I am I have found out today she is lying through her back teeth about her contact with the OM. We had agreed that if we were to go to MR it would be a boundary that I would not go if she was still in a full blown EA with him. She is, and she has not denied it.
She said that she feels she can never trust me again- after she promised me that it was over with the OM. Meanwhile, she has unfriended him on FB keeping up appearances with all the other good folk at church. She is a hypocrite.
Thing is, I now am back to square one.
Sorry man. The addiction is strong. But you know what to do. Get back on the DB horse and ride it until you decide whether or not YOU want to work on the MR.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
