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[jaylove]

Hi again David
We seem to be both having the same experiences, and waking up early too, I’ve had very bad anxiety attacks every morning for two weeks and since my W filed the D petition on Wednesday they have got worse.
My W is also stubborn and doesn’t ever see she is wrong. I suspect that she is having some doubts having realised the huge ramifications of what she has started, but won’t back down due to pride - lots of narcissistic traits are starting to become clear to me from her side.
We’ve got to really follow the dB rules and make ourselves better men that our W’s would not want to not be with, but it’s going to be so very hard.
Stay strong as much as you can