So, i am super busy. Super tired. I need my life to get back into a more stable routine. New job has me stressed, but i am getting the hang of it and feel confident that i will be pretty good at it. And so far everyone has been pretty supportive.
I never would have predicted that i would have ease with career but struggle with my love life and relationships.
NG, called me out on my detachment . (Im genuinely busy) and i just feel bad.
Many women struggle with a man that wants to commit. I had no trouble finding some one that wanted a long term relationship with me and is willing to work on it... he did apologize and say he would have to think before he says things. He also said something along the lines of not taking things i do to heart knowing that its just how i am. He also made me a bouquet of flowers. I had agreed i need to speak out immediatly so he knows something is wrong.
But i am having doubts. Like, i just feel turned off. I worry that he will be argumentative with my son when he gets older. Im not sure if its me. I would never want to string someone along. He doesnt want games. But i am just not feeling quite right and not sure how to handle it.
