Afraid of the dark PART 3

[Vanilla]

It bothers me quite a lot.

Being alone and occupying yourself to assuage being alone. 'Business' is different from 'stillness'

Just being is enough. We are human beings not doings.

Know you are enough without doing. It could be that your interactions with W have meant you surrendered or perhaps considered it was inappropriate. I suspect a skewed belief not helping. Unsure.

I had this issue: not being enough, but it exhibited in a different way. I wasn't fully connecting to my higher power and taking extreme care of V. Being alone wasn't the issue, being present and alone was.

I am having some conversations with another poster in Newcombers Hongaku who is a newbie and struggling with the early stages of this, those you have already mastered, can i ask you to check in on him please?.

So in essence ste7e we must go deeper to discover where the resistance is in your sitch. What is the blockage?

Will be interested to know.

V