Thanks Steve I think I needed that. I have a lot of work to do I know. This is going to be an interesting time. My pain has gone, I think if she left today I'd be ok. I know I am, she knows it too. All this is just so crazy. Most people say I'm crazy for having her back, I don't see it that way but I see what they mean. It will not happen again. She ever leaves again she's on her own. She did say she learned alot being out there on her own and found an appreciation for me she never had.
Sometimes I think she wanted to try the other grass and did and seen it wasent so good afternoon, but I also know that women have a talent for survival. School starts back soon, may have been her plan all along. I'll never know.
I will be able to tell if the love is there or not, if in time it's not. It will be time for me to go.
