Its been a long time and lots have happened so i decided to journal a bit of my current situation.
So now we are officially divorced and our finances are split. It was me who processed the second phase of divorce after WW said she wants to start dating others in May. She bought me out from the house and I bought house of my own nearby that I begin renovating now and hope for moving in until december. I am satisfied with this arrangement and feel even exited in doing this for myself and the kids. Until the renovation is completed, we continue current living arrangements with our nesting apartments. After that the kids will shift the houses every other week.
My gal goes well, I am in the shape of my life both physically and mentally. I meet friends but have been also doing things by myself that I have not had a possibility to do in marriage. Ive travelled a lot with and without kids in interesting places and enjoyed my life. I cannot say that I am yet happy, but I am on my way to happiness from within. Some days are better and some days I feel more sentimental and miss wife.
Our interaction with WW works well and is very cordial. There is no R talk whatsoever and we dont ask each others whereabouts. I dont know if she has been dating anyone and havent been snooping at all. There has been some temperature checks from her side, she has texted that she is missing me and once she asked that have I ever been considering getting back together.
My mental goal is that if someone would ask me if I want to get back together with her or not, I could honestly say that I dont care, Im also totally fine without her. I am not there yet. Every message I get, I wish its from WW and its something along the above lines. But I am on my way to healing, and I can already look to the mirror and say: "you are a guy that only fool would leave".
