LOL.....ok I will think of a new name. I will call her Highlander. Unfortunately there is not much spark left, the hope is almost gone and vanished. I just feel that there has been so much damage done that it would be almost impossible to recover.
On a side note I do have to text Highlander this afternoon to confirm our date for tomorrow night. I was thinking about a local comedy club and dinner after. First dates always seem a little awkward so hopefully this time I can get a true gauge on how I feel.