Davide stop wallowing in self pity, your W left you poor you and now you can’t hold it together. That too after the awesome break you got , going to one good place after another. Dude seriously snap out of it because nobody is coming to save you or help Your posts don’t get answered ? Seriously have you ever seen how many vets take time out of their lives to advise all of us? I have been there , through it all, realizing what a wretched person I must be to get dumped so unceremoniously, cried in public places, took D to a children’s birthday party where all the laughing people made me throw up, I literally did puke, cried until there really were no tears left anymore, contemplated ending my miserable existence thinking it won’t even make a difference. And then I saw the 2 innocent faces of my children and realized they need me, I thought about my parents and realized I make a difference to them, I still do this every single day. We all have these days, some ups and most others down. Find what works for you, if you cannot find a single person who genuinely loves you, go get into some charity. You give so much love to those who were not even born as lucky as we were. Find what makes Davide tick, find a purpose outside of your MR Our spouses don’t define us, we all come alone and go alone, everyone, every relationship in between are all just co passengers who travel with us part of the journey, how long that journey is with others is pre destined. Leave it all to the power beyond us, this too shall pass
