Thanks for the reply don. I have always been likenthat regarding my weight. Since junior high school. I wouldnt want to get away from that mindsite cause it keeps me from slacking off. Same thing as my anxiety regarding my son.. I worry so much, that i worry about what would happen if i didnt worry. Does that make sense? But it does not feel good to think like that either.
Regarding rhe jehova witness issue. Its something i definitely could have laughed at. But he was getting angry and commenting in an angry tone. I know the difference. He was getting annoyed and i didnt understand why that would annoy some one that much. It was our first trip together. We hadn seen each other in a while. I get it if we were together 10 years. But this should have still been romantic? No? He gets annoyed easily, i am noticing. And despite my anxiety issues, i am pretty low key socially. Im quieter. Tend to not lose my temper. Im actually referrwd to as the "office hippie" at work amd given. The pts others have difficulty with.
He justified me later confronting the anger by saying, he thought it was me not wanting to help and be part of a team. That i am very intelligent, and he could come up with no other explanation other then me trying to get out of doing something by doing something stupid.
