And still struggling 2

[Jim1234]

Arsh, MTB, and Nicole, I have no idea what happened. I'm not even sure it was W. I think you are all as mystified as I am. I doubt she came in through the window (she's no longer limber enough), and she knows where the key is. But why would the ring be in the bed??????

Got back last night from college orientation with S18. W drove us to the airport and then home. The drives were pleasant, and much like old times.

Today is a bad one, though. I got an email regarding paperwork for college, and on it was W's address as S18's home. I don't know why, but that hit me kind of hard.

Then W sent me a text letting me know some friends were getting together at a pub tonight. I'm not reading anything in to it, but I admit I'm confused.

I don't really know whether I should go, and remind her of how much we enjoyed each other's company, or not go, making her wonder what else I had going on, and let her know I'm not just sitting around pining away for her.

Oh, Nicole, when W asked me to schedule another mediation session, we never heard back from the mediator. I just sent her another email and she wrote back immediately that I should call her to schedule. I think this should be the final mediation session, and we should have a separation agreement at the end of it. Part of me says to finish this and move on, and part says to give her "just a little more time."