Feeling empty and losing hope. Having a hard time staying in the moment and being grateful. Just miss her and feel like we will never have the love and closeness I see from all these other families on the beach. She asks to get a drink and talk or go out to dinner weeks go by. Now she says she does not know what she wants. I have started texting her you do not have to know what you want for us to spend time together a few times and erased it. DB and leaving her alone is what works. But then how do we take the next step. Getting hope again and again then it slips away is killing me.
H: 33 W:32 M: 5 T: 8 D: 4 BD: 6/2017 MO: 6/2017 House sold: 6/28/18 W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18 Paying $ support since 7/18. Physical Reconnect- 10/18 W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18
