Thanks people, I need so much support right now. I am worried that I'm sleepwalking into a quick D.
Gonna grab a quick rest, jump in the shower, have an anti- anxiety pill the Dr gave me, start cooking a great meal for the kids ready for when they arrive.
It is such a shame that W wants to destroy the relationship, marridge, family, and home that we had worked so hard to build together for 25 years. I'm 100% sure we could sort it all out and make it better than ever if only she was willing to try even a tiny bit.