Emotional roller coaster is the theme of this show LW, we all have real dog days and then some okay ones. Sometimes we feel our own witch is the exception and we can win this and on others feels like it is the end of the world. Concentrate on what is going well for you in life, hope you are able to do a lot of things with S during summer. Would he be interested if both of you picked up a new hobby or joined a class together? I am glad speaking to the priest gave you hope, during these times only faith can get us through. Take care and go easy on yourself - arshi