Wife is not who I married...Pls Help Pt 4

[LoneWlf]

update
I am still doing my morning routine- going to the gym job hunting. I have the one start up company that has informed me that I am one of two candidates they will be selecting and another company emailed me that they will be sharing my application with the hiring team later this week.

I have been cycling thru various emotions this week - from- I know I can do this. To why is this happening? Anywhere from a defeated to a champions mentality. So I reached out to my friend- the priest that married me and my W. I explained to him what has transpired with S and W. S and I's accomplishments at home to our session with the Therapist. The long and the short of his message is that I must stay connected with God thruout this trial. That God will make me better when all this is done. Use this time to grow and learn about me so that I can evolve to be the best me. Allow God to work on W even though it may take a long time . The thing that will hinder most growth from a human perspective is PRIDE. My priest said Pride-" thinking you are all that and more" will stunt any growth spiritually, physically, mentally and emotionally. He said this is what keeps spouses from self reflection- reevaluation and growth. From growth some will see the light and the truth and my reach out to reconcile. It was nice that he thought I was doing a good job with my S encouraging me to allow him time to grieve and to freely voice his anger and frustration. In other words- always keep the door to communication open. Anyways that is my sitch- Hope things turn out for the better. Blessings!