I just don't see any good coming from contacting her. You can't have a "normal" relationship with her, and when you've tried to have a friendly conversation.....it results in working on your mind regardless of the direction it takes. Even with sending pictures, sooner or later there will be something you'll see that will irk you.
As for how to get your thoughts on other things, I encourage you to watch youtube or google whatever subject may be of interest.
What sandi said. ALSO, when the urge to text her arises, come here so we can smack you with 4x4s. or 8x8s. 2x4s don't seem to work!
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