Yeah Steve I hear ya on that...but what if my gut is simply wrong? Just don't know.
Ovrrnbw...even in my thoughts on resentment and what my role if any was in that and even though I was up almost all night...I was actually feeling detached from thinking of W. I guess perhaps I've underestimated the degree/amount of BS/randomness that might come from her via email/text.
It's a very strange place to be...impossible to believe anything especially when it is said so literally and matter of factly. Definitely need to just continue to focus on myself and D...anything else is just unknown/uncertain regarding W.
