Stander as always your comments always make me think and view my sitch from different perspectives that I don't normally see. W sleazing around I think is a bit extreme as when she is not on a trip I don't "believe" she is being that way and even when W takes trips, no way to know what she is really doing. It seems that W is trying to roll back the clock in her life at the very least and for sure get away from all responsibility.
May thank you for replying to my sitch! There are many things that make my W seem like she is MLC'ing but I have no reason to doubt she takes wonderful care of our D when she has her and W is from her emails full speed ahead on D filing. From both you and Stander, she is definitely not the woman I married and yes definitely seems like an alien has hijacked her.
Just put my D down for the night. Tomorrow after daycare W will be back and get her. I could not love anyone/anything more than I do my D! She is the absolute light of my life! When I said does it get any easier, I was really referring to exchanging custody of a child instead of getting over a W/H. I will take the great advice of Maika earlier and when I do not have D with me, I'll work hard on myself to keep growing as a better father, son, brother and friend. It is INSANE to me how W will not even so much as consider trying to save our marriage for our D's sake. To just destroy the family of a 3yo without exhausting all attempts to save the MR...but in cases of abuse...I simply can't accept that.
