My WAS - looking help and thanks in advance PART 3

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I decided to post b/c I feel crappy doing the "right thing", at least as far as DB'ing.

Let me explain...

I talked Friday about boundaries, and then Saturday I pussed out and hung out with WW. Then she left and stayed elsewhere. *2x4 to my own head*

So I spent Saturday night and all day Sunday GAL. I realized actions speak louder than words and thought to myself "toughen up, buttercup".

WW starts calling and texting this morning, 5 texts and 5 calls in a couple of hours. I finally answer, she wants to "try to hangout tonight" (Note: this doesn't mean try on R). I stayed firm on the boundary. She kept asking saying she wanted to see how it goes to see if we can work out in a potential R. And I said I don't know how we (or anyone) can work on their R with a 3rd person in the mix. She got all sad and tried explaining it through her confusion and stuff like that. She didn't want to say goodbye back to me, but I needed to get back to work so I said goodbye and hung up.

So it feels crappy b/c I really, deep down want to hang out with her. And obviously I want more than that. I want everything a MR is supposed to be.