I have a feeling shes going to turn on the waterworks at the final hearing to try and garner some sympathy. Thankful my judge seems to have a good BS Detector, and my lawyer was a cop and prosecutor for 15 years. SO that wont do her much good.
Ive had the thought, and i could be way off here, could just be my "Tipped scales" mindset, but I feel like seeing me causes her shame (not to be confused with guilt) to a crippling degree, which is why she had said "I Cant be normal around you, i get tons of anxiety around you" Makes the whole TRO thing make a lot more sense. She found a way to keep me away and not trigger her shame.
Which lends creedance to the "Cry at Divorce" theory.
Again, I am stressing over situations that havent come up or may never. Need to stop creatiung stress. Sorry for the rut her gang.
Tonight is my Birthday Gamenight Special. I am going to shift my thoughts over to Sorcerers and Dragons for the remainder of the day lol. When my real life sux, at least i have an active imagination and can escape into fantasy for a few hours a week,
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds