OK - I understand my EW walked away from me and my 2 young girls because she was bored, not content, and knew in her bones it wasn't going to work and she made no effort to even try. Just dropped a bomb on me one day and we had never spoke about D before. She told he she was being selfish, she didn't care and wanted no part of MC.
It [censored], it really does and I wish I had something to tell you that will make you feel better. The best advice I can give you is to invest in yourself, focus on yourself and try not to look into the rearview mirror. There is a good TEDS talk about how to fix a broken heart if you are interested by Guy Winch and I also found that TD Jakes has some good stuff out there as well.