Gordie #20: patiently living my life

[Gordie]

Andrew

Thanks the does help some but let me explain a little more

Part of my question relates to where I am in my situation

I am not yet piecing or am I

Her actions say she is trying on this relationship with Gordie again but is not yet committed to it

I work a lot

I have a lot of kids

I have little free time

W activities take a lot of time

And they do not involve kids

So if I do these activities with her it means I am not doing what I want which is spending time with kids or doing my own activities

If she was all in on rebuilding our m

I would go all in on joining her at least sometimes

But in this current state I have been keeping my distance

Certainly do not want to push her away