Lot to think about, thats for sure. Ive tried to let her go and have had limited contact and tried blocking her out od my mind. Its just not that easy when we are still living together and sleeping in the same bed. And i guess its pretty clear that i dont want to lose my wife even though i already have. I believe i can even say that because when i think about her with someone i cant even look at her never mind talk about reconsiliation.
But deep down, i know that you are right as far as how i need to approach things. I have to work on myself and really let her go. Let her do whatever it is shes going to do. And you are def right as far as, "how could she do this to me, i didnt deserve this, etc". But it is what it is!
I guess what really bothers me is that i never though we could end on such a bad note....where there is the potential that we may never speak again at some point. I never though that could happen
