She was in the hospital voluntarily for anxiety and depression and was discharged today. Aside from my fear that she’s projecting all her issues about being abandoned as a child onto me, she’s always been a good mother to the kids and wouldn’t ever harm them.
It’s so hard to get a clue about if she really no longer wants to be married to me, or if in her depressed state she’s come to the conclusion that the only thing that she can change in her life is to get rid of me. We’ve had no meaningful communication for 5 weeks and the few times we’ve spoken when she was in hospital, she has raged at me.
It’s so hard to DB properly with this uncertainty and having never suffered from anxiety before, for the last 8 days I’ve been waking at 3-5am and haven’t been able to get to sleep. Oh dear
Me:48 W:43, Kids:S19, S17, S10, S8 M:10 years BD:06-18-2018
