journaling- I got a call from a company that I interviewed with last Monday asking me to call them back. I called them and they informed I was one of 2 candidates that they were considering. A small startup company - but who knows maybe a great opportunity. Just a little hesitant because I worked with a small start up company a while back only to have them shut down after 4 years. I worked so hard for them with very little to show for it. I took S and dog on a beautiful hike yesterday along creeks, up hills over bridges it got hot so we kinda cut the hike short after over an hour and a half. On the way home I asked S what he wanted for his 16th bday in a couple weeks was there anything special? He plainly said " I just want my family". With a lump in my throat I said "I am doing my best is there anything else on the wish list ?" He said -No. Another thing, I woke up to a dream that W and I had recon. Things were peaceful and we were working together to make this beautiful family work. Only to wake up with my dog snoring next to me. I don't know what this all means but I hope blessings are soon to come my way. Take care.
M51 w50 T-20Yrs M-16Yrs S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up 1 Awesum dog BD 10/31/17 separate rooms 02/08/18 wife moved out 05/17/18
