I will try. I texted him and his sister that if they need any help with anything that I'm here. He responded that he is heartbroken and in shock. I did respond, but I will stop. I will chalk the hug and kissing up to the day being very emotional and that is it. Even though I feel that it was more, I'll get back on track to being no contact.

I am very concerned for his mother. I really feel that the prognosis will not be good. We have always been close. She loved me from the start. It is devestating to see. I'm not sure him or his siblings are aware of the journey that they are about to take.