Nicole, Yes I did get the feeling before when i went to a concert. Major difference is that it was accompanied by one of the LOWEST lows of depression i have hit to date. I am feeling wonderful today.

I dont have a PC Physician, so thats not rly an option. No Health Ins either.

Oddly each time this has happened in the past (the weird stomach feeling) it has often (not always) been followed by some new event in the divorce/separation.

I just feel like she may get desperate / wreckless where i have been ignoring her. I hate having to speculate in what wasys shes going to try and discredit and slander me.
Like teaching our son to lie about where he got injuries.
So messed up.
I hope shes just busy with her own life and doesnt bother me.

M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds