Very good point vanilla. I have to reflect on that a bit. It would mean being happy with what im given. Thats a hard one for me to be consistent with. .
Kml, by decree i cant move beyond a certain ratio amd not out of my state. The cheaper places in my region have bad school districts and even the chewper places arent that cheap.
Regarding new guy he apologized but things dont feel good for me. He was worried i would simmer, and he is right. The reason i believe is becaause the way he argued, by justifying his rudeness by telling me all the mistskes i was making to aggravate hin deeply triggered the gaslightiing i went through with ex
. NG had a hard tine simply accepting responsibility. I feel that he guised his justifications with "you need to hear my side and feelings too". Only valid point being that i should have spoken out immediatly. I still dont like how he responded to me. I dobt want to be around him anymore and we have plans that include his daughter later.
