Leah sue wow I missed your post before hope you are well

Over rainbow thanks for checking in we have a tight group over here in MLC

I do read over in newcomers sometimes to chime in and it is nice to hear about quick wins but over here we are all in it for the long haul for better or worse richer or poorer etc

Gerda that is so kind of you to say and I had not thought of it that way that yes maybe there is more love now than ever

Just seems that the love in unrequited at this stage but hopefully not forever



Journaling

I love summer

Garden looks great

Beach has been fun

Diet good

Weight good

Consistently working out

Looking sharp if I do say so myself

Work going well

Church has been good

Have been socializing more with friends

Much more comfortable doing these things without w

W has been continuing to want to join in the fun

Anniversary and vacation coming up

These are trigger events so a little anxious

After this season in 2016 was b d

After this season in 2017 she ran off with OM2

I can only control me

If it was meant to be it will be it will be


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving