Once again its good to read such an honest explanation of your thoughts and emotions.
That feeling of connectivness and clarity is YOU.
The feelings of anxiety what come back in from time to time is HABIT.
Don't let a random habit (that will continue to happen) make you feel that YOU are going backwards or you are slipping in some way.
They are TWO DIFFERENT entities and should not be mixed up That is one of the biggest mistakes that people make.
Emotions like anxiety are real.. but they arise from a physical sense. Not the spiritual sense of who you are. Not every physical emotion is a correct correlation to the situation you are in at that particular time.
