Well going on almost 2 weeks of no contact and about a month since our last meaningful communication and I admit I'm learning so much about myself...Each day seems to be getting easier but their is still that emptiness when I wake up and she's not there...I'm starting to regain the person I was before marriage slowly changed me and I'm grateful for that awakening...
However, I started this Divorce Busting to try and save my marriage...That is still the main goal of mine but I'm having trouble finding any possible way that this doesn't end in divorce..The D papers were signed 2 weeks ago and in my state it takes 60 days to finalize so that clock is ticking...The last communication we had she was distancing herself to move on with her life and I did a 180 and said yes that would be beneficial for both of us moving on...How can she know that I'm even interested in reconciliation when we are both distancing ourselves to move on with our life?? I don't have social media or much contact with our mutual friends so she really has no idea how well I'm doing...How can she be curious, when she probably still pictures me as broken hearted...I know the self-improvement is for me and me alone and not to win back my wife but I'm struggling to picture how this doesn't end with us being apart..
Any thoughts on how I can retain even the smallest sliver of hope for the two of us finding a way to come out of this on the other side together? Thank-you
